An open letter to the boy who broke my heart, but not my spirit

I just want you to know, I will love again.

Anonymous Naari Anonymous Naari
नवंबर 23, 2016
And this time, my quest for love will start with loving myself, first. Shutterstock/IndiaPicture

Dear you-know-who-you-are

When I first met you, I never thought one day I'd be writing this, because I thought you were my happily-ever-after. Not because I assumed so, but because you made me believe it.

That's the thing about words you know--I took them too seriously, thinking you genuinely meant it when you said you wouldn't leave me. I thought you meant it when you said you wouldn't change. If only you had lived up to your grand words.

I'm scared now--scared of not having your arms to run into, scared of dealing with this pain, scared of the scars your betrayal has left on me. But you not scared of falling in love again. You know why?

Because It's Not My Cross to BearYou're the one who broke my heart, lied to me, played with my feelings, and yet, I should be the one to punish myself and stay miserable for the rest of my life? Hell NO, I will not deprive myself of someone else's love just because you were incapable of returning mine.

And Sorry, But It's YOU on the Losing EndI wish you could see how with your actions you almost crushed my soul. I wish you could see how you almost shattered my faith in love, shattered my faith in myself. I wish you knew how it feels to be treated the way you treated me, to constantly try to figure out where I went wrong.

But most importantly, I wish you could see how by turning me down, you deprived yourself of pure, unconditional love. So I'll sit back and learn from your mistake and won't deprive myself of it.

Also Read: The one thing you owe your partner after you break up.

I Know There Will Be Light At the End Of The TunnelSaying "all men are the same" is not how I'll deal with the my situation. It just isn't about men or women. It is about two souls who either connect or don't. It pains me to say that we didn't, and that's that.

But now I want to send out good vibrations to the universe. So I know happiness awaits me, beautiful love awaits me, someone who'll tell me he loves me and remains true to his word awaits me. I know one day I'll know why it never worked out with you.

Actually, I Can Be My Own Hero I would be lying if I say, I am not broken. I would be lying if I say it doesn't hurt. But I will cry it out, and once you're out of my system--I will heal. Once I heal, I'll gather the pieces of my broken heart and stand back up. I know, I will, after all, I've dealt with worse, and I know life goes on.

And this time, my quest for love will start with loving myself, first.

 

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